It’s snowing outside! 🙂
First snowfall of the season on October 31.
This girl is happy.
In fact…this morning has been just about perfect. My husband didn’t have to leave for work until 9:00, so we slept in.
Woke up to big, beautiful flakes of snow falling outside the window,
the girls happily playing downstairs by the fire,
and a warm kiss beside me.
all of us meandering through breakfast and morning routines together
and then rushing the girls out the door at the last minute because…surprise…we’re late!
Checked out the Christmas sales starting in the flyers,
lit some candles,
and turned on the Christmas songs
all as the flurries continued to fall.
My daughters prayed for snow, so they were delighted to bundle up in their winter coats, mittens and hats this morning and go out into the cold.
What about you?
Are you ready for the Christmas season creeping up on us? What do you love about the next two months? Don’t tell me what you hate, because those are all listed off thousands of times every year and we really don’t need to review those! 🙂
Some side notes…
We’re heading out tonight on our “alternative to Halloween” activity…collecting food for the local food bank.
We’ll walk the streets with all the ghosts, princesses, zombies and fairies until we’re too cold,
our wagon is full of canned soup
or Daddy shuts us down,
and then we’ll go warm up with some pizza!
It’s an early to bed night here since tomorrow is a BIG day. We’re going to go visit the girls’ foster families for the very first time since placement four months ago. I’m excited, but nervous and trying to prepare for the emotional disruptions next week is likely to bring. It’s 2 steps forward and 1.9 steps backward as we stumble through this maze called attachment together.
To be honest, I’ve been having a rough few weeks. It’s just such hard work some days, and the stakes are so high. So much depends on me and half the time I don’t have a clue what’s really going on. Our mornings are shaky at best, and one wrong move on my part can send us all spiralling into anxiety, fear, anger and power struggles. I try to do it on my own too often. I let myself fall into the easy, muddy ruts that bring us all down.
But good friends and God reminded me this week that I am called to so much more than this. There is a power available for me if I will only submit my heart to the path it takes to get there. I must be willing to let go of my irritation, my pride, my fear and my frown. One step in front of the other, I can choose to be the kind of woman He longs for me to be. Not perfect, but eager to serve. Not superwoman, but flexible and cheerful even when mittens are lost and the night was too short. Three quarters of the battle is won when I kick that big stubborn will of mine into gear! I know better than to let myself off the hook too easily because I know just how much I can really change with a positive attitude and a heart ready to bow to the Spirit’s gentle nudges. That decision on Wednesday made the last half of this week so much better than the first!
It’s still snowing! 🙂 Better pull out those layers for tonight.