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The Process

Becoming a foster parent is a process. Like most good things it requires patience, intentionality and self reflection. Where do you start if you are feeling interested in exploring the idea of foster care for yourself or your family?

It’s May – foster care awareness month.

I hope you’ve been following along as I pull you into this world of ours and show you around.

With any luck, you’re getting pretty interested in this whole foster care thing by now and asking some good questions about what is involved in actually becoming a foster family or as it’s called officially – a resource home.

Becoming a foster parent is a process. Like most good things it requires patience, intentionality and self reflection.

While most people don’t enjoy waiting (myself included), you should know that becoming a foster family will include a lot of waiting time. However, waiting doesn’t mean that nothing is happening! But I’m jumping ahead of myself…

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“Let’s start at the very beginning, a very good place to start!” – Maria Vonn Trapp

Where do you start if you are feeling interested in exploring the idea of foster care for yourself or your family?

While each individual agency has some autonomy and therefore unique aspects to the process, I’ve put together a bit of a map outlining what’s involved in the process.

  1. Reach Out – Foster care will rarely just fall into your lap, though it does happen at times in unique situations – this is usually called kinship care. Most likely, you will need to make a move and reach out to your local child welfare agency with an expression of your interest in foster care. This could look like picking up the phone to make a phone call or just walking into your local agency building like I did 14 years ago! It’s also very likely that you might try reaching out initially and hear nothing in return. It may take a few attempts to make a connection with someone. Please keep trying! Know that just like many other government agencies or your phone company, it can be hard to make a connection with the right person. Most individuals working in the child welfare agency are overwhelmed with both mental and physical tasks. Offering some grace from the beginning can go a long way in preparing your mind to work cooperatively with the system. A lot of people seem to think they need to be totally convinced that they are ready to commit to becoming a foster family before reaching out. On the contrary, the homestudy (or approval) process, exists so that together you and the agency you are working with can decide whether or not this is what you want and if it is well suited to your lifestyle, family needs, etc. So if you’re waiting to be sure…please know that getting more information is usually helpful in making that decision in a well informed way!
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2. Paperwork – When you reach out to express interest, you’ll likely receive a phone call or email and then be sent a package of paperwork to fill out. This initial package holds more information about the process to becoming an approved foster home, questionnaires to gather personal information as well as some steps to take to get the ball rolling. You’ll need to fill out lots of information about your family, home and finances. There will be questions about how you parent, how you relate to others and what you do for a living. You’ll need to get a physical examination done by your doctor to provide to the agency to ensure you are in sufficiently good health as well as a criminal record check and fingerprints at your local police department. As you work through this initial package, you will probably start to have some doubts and reservations creep in. It’s a lot! It feels invasive and complicated. What is helpful to know is that while this initial information will be retained in your file, all of the questions and information you’re providing will be discussed with a social worker in person as you proceed. This is a great time to pray, do research and have discussions with your partner and children about the questions being asked of you. Think of it as the initial brainstorming session, where you start to get all the questions and “what ifs” and ideas and reservations out into the open where you can identify them. If you run into questions, make a note of them for later or reach out to someone at the agency or a foster parent you know to get clarification. There are no silly questions!

3. Wait – If you haven’t yet, this will likely be the point where you hit a bit of a lull! It can take a few months for all the information you’ve provided to be processed and for your family to be assigned someone at the agency who will walk you through the next phase. Don’t be discouraged if this happens! All the questions and paperwork you’ve just waded through have given you some great food for thought and possibly some clarification on the work you need to do to feel comfortable moving forward.

Here are some ideas of ways to fill your time while you wait:

*Pray – pray consistently and specifically about your foster care journey. Ask for God to open and close the appropriate doors, for your heart to be soft and pliable to His leading and for courage to persevere through challenges. Pray for your family, the agency you are partnering with and for the families they serve. Pray for wisdom, compassion and discernment. If there are specific concerns that have come up, pray about those and seek out advice and wise counsel.

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*Trauma Training – Every child who enters foster care has lived through some type of traumatic situation, if not many. Learning about how trauma impacts child development will help you become better equipped to care for these children and families well. Love is not enough. Our love must be paired with knowledge and practical strategies so that we can offer competent care. Trauma training can be found through in person workshops, online or in books. Some sources I recommend are:

Trauma Free World – there are tons of free online courses available here to get you started!

What Happened to You by Dr. Bruce Perry and Oprah Winfrey – if possible listen to the audible version of this book and it will feel like you’re listening to a podcast! Dr. Bruce Perry is one of the leading experts on trauma and its pervasive affects on the development of a person. Oprah adds whimsy, grit and inspiring stories to Dr. Perry’s expertise.

The Connected Parent by Dr. Karyn Purvis and Lisa Qualls – This resource is full of both neuroscience (in easy to understand language) and practical stories and strategies. Dr. Purvis is full of wisdom and gentle knowledge for anyone caring for wounded children. Lisa Qualls is an adoptive mom who shares candidly about her family’s journey of highs and lows.

Foster the Family by Jamie Finn – this book is a perfect way to dip your toes into the inside world of foster care. Jamie is a passionate and gospel centered advocate for foster care, reunification and journeying with broken families. You can also find her on social media where she posts regularly about her own family’s journey, trauma informed care practises, encouragement and support for foster parents.

Reframing Foster Care by Jason Johnson – Need a reminder of why you ever started this process or how we as Christians should interact with those in foster care? This resource will give you lots to think and pray about as well as discuss with those around you. You’ll reach the back cover with a solid foundation of your why and the heart of Jesus clearly in view. You won’t want to miss this one. This is also a great resource to hand out to family or friends who may have questions or concerns about your interest in pursuing foster care.

Replanted Conference – If you have time for a weekend away, check out this faith-based, super fun and encouraging conference for foster, kinship and adoptive families, church ministry volunteers and leaders, social workers and anyone else involved in caring for vulnerable children and families. My husband and I go as often as we can! You will worship, have fun, be inspired and celebrated, get practical support, answers to questions as well as have a huge array of workshops to choose from that apply to your current situation. You won’t regret it!

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*Gather Your Village – “It takes a village to raise a child.” This is true both inside and outside of foster care. Stepping into the work of supporting struggling families can be exhausting and discouraging. You are going to need people around you helping you out, reminding you of your “why” and offering you a night off, listening ear or pizza delivery. Talk to the people in your community about what you’re hoping to do and ask how they might be willing to support your family. Do you have someone who is willing to be approved as a respite home or babysitter? Do you have someone who can spend extra time with your biological kids through the intense first few weeks of a new placement? Do you have someone who can give you hand me down clothing, bedding or bikes their kids have outgrown?

There are a million more things you could do during this waiting time, so don’t waste it! If there’s one thing I could change, it would be this. I spent way too much time obsessing over the timeline, being the “squeaky wheel” at my agency and feeling stuck instead of viewing this time as preparation for the season ahead.

4. Building Relationships – Eventually, someone from the agency will get in contact about moving forward in the process toward becoming a foster family. If it’s been a few months and you haven’t heard anything, don’t be afraid to check in and remind them you are still interested! Unfortunately, a lot of people never make it past that initial paperwork package so they may be surprised when you let them know you are still interested in proceeding! At this point, the worker assigned to complete your SAFE homestudy will set up some in person conversations to talk more about the process, your specific questions or needs, reservations you may have, changes that may need to be made to your home or concerns that have come up so far. This can be an intimidating period, as you feel a bit like you are on trial. To be honest, you kind of are! This is good and right. Caring for another’s parent’s child is a huge responsibility and I’m grateful we live in a country where foster and adoptive parents are screened accordingly. However, remember that the agency is also on trial in your mind and this is a great time to start building healthy relationships and communication patterns. Have questions? Ask them! Don’t avoid the sticky spots. Be clear about your expectations, your family values, your beliefs, your daily routines and your finances. This is the point where many Christian foster parents experience disillusionment, discouragement and anxiety. Some agencies are wary of Christian families due to the history of conflict between LGBTQ2+ communities and the church as well as the residential schools and Sixities Scoop era. My advice is simply to do your research, ask questions, be honest about your intentions and trust that the One who is ultimately in control. He will open or close the doors according to His sovereign knowledge and power. Many Christian families in Ontario are being turned away because of their beliefs and practises. Many Christian families in Ontario are also being approved as foster homes. As hard as it is, this piece is probably not going to depend on anything you do or don’t do. Pray, practise humility and wait on the Lord to see what He has in store. If you are turned away, know that this does not close the door on your ability to serve vulnerable children and families! The church will always have a space to serve, if we are willing to show up with compassion and humility. It may not look the way we thought, but there will always be opportunities to care practically for vulnerable children and families in your community.

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5. Training – After or possibly during your SAFE homestudy, you will be required to participate in some training. Hopefully, if you’ve followed my advice from above, this will not be the first training you participate in on some level! In order to be approved as a resource home, adoptive applicant or kinship caregiver in Ontario you must complete P.R.I.D.E. training.

Side Note: (This PRIDE has nothing to do with the LGBTQ2+ community – though an interesting fact to note and be aware of is that there is a significantly higher occurrence of gender confusion amongst youth in foster care than in the general population, so having conversations about how you might navigate having a gender questioning youth in your home is important.)

P.R.I.D.E. stands for Parent Resources for Information, Development, and Education. It is offered primarily online and can be completed at your own pace. This training walks you through important information and skill development around caring for children who have experienced trauma. Some of the skills taught include: Protecting and nurturing children, meeting children’s developmental needs, addressing developmental delays, supporting relationships between children and their biological families, connecting children to safe, nurturing relationships, participating as a member of a professional team and reinforcing a child’s heritage and cultural identity.

(Another area to note is that Indigenous communities also represent a much higher number than the average population in the Canadian child welfare system. Lots of work is being done to counteract intergenerational trauma, preserve Indigenous culture and keep Indigenous children within Indigenous communities and homes. This work is marred by significant conflict, political confusion and misunderstandings. It’s worth asking good questions and seeking out accurate information on this topic.)

While P.R.I.D.E. training is beneficial and important, I would highly encourage you to seek out training above and beyond this training. Ask the agency you are working with for training resources they have available and check out the ones I listed above.

6. Waiting – In case you’ve forgotten, I just needed to remind you that there will be lots of waiting involved! Our homestudy approval process lasted about a year and a half from start to finish. This felt like the longest season of my life! In retrospect, I am so thankful for the slow, steady work God was doing in my heart and the hearts of others around me during this time. As difficult as it may be, please be patient and remember to spend this valuable time wisely. Pray, seek out training, talk to others, read, gather your village and enjoy the season you are in as you wait for things to progress.

7. Placement Request – When the agency has a completed SAFE homestudy in their files, you will be officially placed on the list of resource homes! With your preferences in mind, they will call you with placement requests as needed. These requests may fit perfectly into the age group and needs category you expressed or they may be way outside of that range! Remember most agencies across Ontario are desperately short on beds available and social workers are having to take desperate measures like checking into hotel rooms for the night with children they have been unable to place. If the agency asks you to care for a child or youth that you do not feel is an appropriate fit for your skill or comfort level, it’s totally ok to say no! It’s important to be honest, no matter how dire the circumstances. It’s also ok to ask for a few minutes or hours to think, talk to your spouse or process before making a decision. A poor fit between a child and family usually results in difficult disruption and sometimes further harm to the child themselves. If the placement does seem to be a good fit and you say yes, you will then be presented with a plan for the child’s arrival – usually within a few hours unless it’s a request to provide respite care or it’s a planned move from one foster home to another.

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This journey to becoming a foster parent can be filled with anxiety, excitement, overwhelm, conflict and joy. It’s ok to feel all these things and more, and important to pay attention to what information those emotions are giving you.

If becoming a foster parent is not something you are interested in and you still read all the way through this lengthy description, bravo! I hope I have equipped you with some knowledge that will help transform your understanding and create greater empathy for those who pursue this path.

-AF

A Village

Sasha is a young single mom working a day job…and raising three kids on the side.

What started as a babysitting opportunity turned into weekends, weekdays, weeknights, and sometimes weeks at a time.

For these three kids she is just as much “Mommy” as their biological mother.

They have drawers full of clothing, favourite toys and predictable routines specific to her home.

Sasha is often exhausted and frustrated from the early mornings, interrupted nights, constant transitioning of toddlers and syncing schedules.

However, when the kids do happen to go home for a few days, she can’t help but miss them and wonder what they’re doing.

She is a mom in every sense of the word.

Her parents and siblings help out as well, welcoming these children into their family with open arms.

“Grammy” is adored by all and despite having raised four of her own children spends day after day, night after night caring for, feeding and loving three more little souls.

Sasha and her family’s endurance and generosity have inspired and blessed me.

If it were not for them, a single mom with very limited resources and support would be overwhelmed, frustrated and more than likely unable to cope with the demands of raising three active, young children on her own.

It’s very possible this family would be a part of the foster care system if it were not for Sasha’s daily sacrifices and commitment.

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Dana is a newlywed.

She and her husband love children, which led her to begin offering childcare out of her home.

Through a series of events Dana was given the opportunity to provide childcare for a young single mom who had recently moved out of a women’s shelter with her two young children.

Dana knew this family would require much more than the typical childcare expectations, including weekends and possibly overnights as this young mom worked on securing employment and rebuilding her life.

Soon the children were spending a lot of time in Dana’s home and she soon learned to love them very much, despite some very challenging behaviors that made it difficult for her to reach around to all the children in her care.

When the family’s new residence turned out to be infested by bedbugs and Children’s Services began considering the children be removed, Dana and her husband stepped forward and offered to take the children into their home full time until the situation could be resolved.

So…on Dana and her husband’s 6 month anniversary, they found themselves curled up on the couch with two children watching a Disney movie, too tired to go out.

While the children’s mother visits regularly and is very grateful, Dana and her husband are the ones who change diapers, tuck the children into bed, deal with tantrums, feed, clothe and pray over these children.

There is no word other than parenting that explains what they are doing.

They are often exhausted and feel ill equipped to parent these children, but in her words,

“It is so beautiful to have something bigger than ourselves to pour into!”

If it were not for Dana and her husband, this family would most likely have entered the foster care system.

Thanks to Dana, this young mom can see her children every day and work at building a safe home for her children to return to without the stressful scrutiny of Social Services which is intimidating for anyone.

Her children were able to move into a home they were already familiar with, with people they already knew and loved instead of being torn from their home and placed with strangers.

It will be a long road ahead for this family but Dana and her husband have proved they are willing to do whatever it takes to support this family and help them thrive.

I truly believe there is hope for this family because of Dana.

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So many times, when a new little face appears at my doorstep teary, wide eyed and frightened, I have wondered…

Could this have been prevented?

I look at my own children, hear their birth parents’ stories, observe the grief and loss and regret and questions and I wonder…

Could this have been prevented?

What if there had been someone there to walk that young mother through the diaper changing, breastfeeding, teething, and tantruming of young children?

What if there had been someone to bring freezer meals, clean the house, buy tiny baby clothes, give her an hour to nap, throw a baby shower.

What if that young father battling addiction had people around him to support him and his son.

Someone to call out the man in him, the father in him, and to model integrity.

Someone to offer free babysitting for his son, hand me down clothing, a night off or a ride to and from work each day.

What if that teenage couple had someone a little older and wiser to come alongside and gently walk them through car seat installations, nutritious meals and safe sleep?

What if there was someone to say those words every mother longs to hear,

“You’re a good mom.”

What if we opened our eyes to see the families around us who are struggling and to offer the small things we have to them.

Because in our offerings there is dignity.

There is validation and affirmation.

There is a shared strand of survival in the challenges we face as parents.

We all need a little grace.

Of course, not all situations could be prevented.

Many families need more than a freezer meal or hand me downs…

but what if we started there?

What if we stopped trying so hard to get it all right that we had room to acknowledge that you and I…well we’re the same.

We both raise our voices and collapse under pressure.

We both suffer from anxiety and turn our backs when we shouldn’t.

We both make mistakes…

sometimes ones we will regret forever.

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I wish I had been there when my daughter was born in her mother’s tender seventeenth year.

I wish I had been there through the challenging teenage years when addiction lured her into its deathly grip.

I wish I had been there to let her know that she is not alone.

I wish I could have offered up my hands and my baby clothes and my leftovers.

Maybe things could have been different.

I love that I know a God who delights in taking broken things and making them beautiful and whole again.

Adoption and foster care are both wonderful examples of  His work of redemption, but make no mistake…

they are the result of brokenness.

While God delights in restoring the broken pieces of our lives, he also longs for His original design to flourish.

Families are created to last forever, and when that initial model disrupts there is chaos, trauma and pain.

Parent and child will bear scars for a lifetime.

But what if there were more Sasha’s?

More Dana’s?

More people willing to enter the core of this problem instead of placing bandaids on top?

How many more families would remain intact?

We live in a broken world.

Every day we witness the evidence of that tragedy, but as believers, we are called to bear witness of the Light.

We are empowered by His Spirit to foreshadow His Kingdom here on earth while we wait for Him to return and restore everything to its beautiful, original design.

I love these verses in Pilippians that teach us how to serve humbly.

“Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind regard one another as more important than yourselves; do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others.  Have this attitude in yourselves which was also in Christ Jesus.”  Philippians 2:3-5

It takes a village.

We were never meant to do this on our own.

I am so thankful for the Sasha’s and Dana’s who are bravely, gracefully stepping into the mess of brokenness and offering up what they have.

It is painful,

it is exhausting,

and it is often discouraging.

But it is good.

~AF

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ask for Help

Many families go into foster care with the idea that if they do not perform perfectly as foster parents they will not be allowed to foster.  I can easily see how this happens in a system where there are many rules and regulations that need to be followed.  Certainly there are certain rules that, if not followed, will jeopardize one’s role as a foster parent.  Those are clearly laid out, logical and always related to the safety of the child.

However, there are many foster families that worry, even after spending years involved in the system, that they will be removed from their role for any random misdemeanor.

A messy kitchen floor,

a child throwing tantrums in the office in front of ten social workers,

forgetting an appointment or visitation,

a visit to the emergency room after a child falls off a bike or does some other childlike thing,

and maybe most common of all…having to ask for, or obviously needing,

HELP.

I remember our first foster placement.

I was only 23 years old and I had never been a parent before.  I was reminded of this continually and cautiously all throughout our home study process.  It was not in a superior way, just gentle reminders that encouraged me to be open to advice from those around me who were more experienced than I.

Despite that, the first child placed in my arms and my amateur care was a five week old baby struggling with drug withdrawal symptoms who had spent all his little life so far in the hospital’s neonatal intensive care unit.

I didn’t know enough to be intimidated, but I did know I had something to prove.

I would have to earn the respect and trust of the doctors and nurses releasing him into my care from their expert hands, the social workers putting me on duty as “foster parent” for the first time, the birth parents of this tiny child and maybe most of all myself.

That placement only lasted a few short weeks, and I came out proud of the way I had handled it and grateful for the knowledge I had acquired.

However, looking back I know for certain even if I had been in way over my head…a phone call to our social worker would have been the last option on my list, and one that terrified me.

Despite the friendly support, gentle guidance and beginnings of a relationship we’d developed through the home study process, I was sure that if I showed any sign of weakness or incompetence I would be deemed unworthy.  Maybe even worse, in my own mind asking for help meant I was somehow not enough…and I desperately wanted to be enough.

Thankfully, God brought me just what I needed.

A child who broke me.

A child who needed more than I had to offer.

Asking for help was no longer optional…and when I finally did…the relief and support and encouragement I received made me realize how proud I had been.  Where I had ever gotten the idea that I alone could be enough I have no idea.  It takes much more than just one person to raise a child, especially a child who has been through the physical and emotional trauma most of these children have endured.  Though motherhood certainly requires us to take on aspects of many roles in life, we will find ourselves discouraged, disillusioned and burnt out if we try to be all things to these little people.

Through the next few years, I had many opportunities to practice asking for help.  It is getting easier, though I still have to fight against the craving to somehow be everything for my children.

In foster care and adoption, especially, I soon discovered I won trust and respect much more quickly when I was willing to learn and admit my own weaknesses or lack of expertise.

When I demonstrated a heart that was open to new ideas, new methods, outside resources when needed, others’ opinions and yes, even breaks at times…the relationships formed became solid and deep.

Now, our resource worker is a person I go to quickly when I’m feeling overwhelmed or discouraged and I know she will see my heart because she’s had many opportunities to learn it.  I know without a doubt in my mind that if I’m feeling tired or needing a break, if I just come and ask for help she will try her best to supply that need.  I also know that using these resources to help me prevents burn out, frustration and actions that I would end up regretting as a mother.

We are stronger when we admit we are not always enough.  There is much to learn in parenting…especially children who’ve experienced trauma and heartache to the measure these kids have.  But there is also much that can be accomplished when we choose to learn what we can, tap into resources and even change our lifestyle to accommodate special needs.

Ironically, I have found in the world of foster care and adoption admitting I alone am not enough makes me less afraid, not more, of new challenges.  It feels less frightening to take on children with challenges such as extreme behavioral difficulties, medical needs, permanent diagnoses, etc when we remember we will not have to do it all alone.

It takes a village to raise a child,

but as a parent I will need to choose to tap into the village.

So if you are new to foster care or adoption…my best advice to you is this.

You don’t need to be a superhero.  Admit you do not know everything and be willing to listen, learn and grow.

Even if you’ve parented for years, there is much you do not know about the children who are about to enter your care.  I can guarantee it.

Take the courses.  I have taken the same attachment course three times now and still I have so much to learn.  Many of these are available for FREE through your local agency.  Ask your social worker.

Read the books.  There are more and more child psychology books available on topics such as attachment, exposure to drugs and alcohol, poverty, domestic violence, anxiety, mental illnesses, etc.

Ask for help.  Friends, family, your social worker, community counselling services, your church, etc.  Explain what you need clearly and humbly.

Ask for advice and opinions of those who have been there.  If you don’t know anyone, find a group online.

Seek out professionals and research.  Family doctors, paediatricians, child psychologists, resources for speech and language, behavioral therapy, etc.

Don’t try to do it alone.

You will become a trusted, respected and humble foster/adoptive parent only to the degree that you are willing to ask for help.

I want to give a special warning to Christian families involved in foster care and adoption here.

While it is certainly true that the Bible is full of advice for parents, please do not reject the knowledge and wisdom you can gain from professionals and public resources and services.  Just because someone is not a believer does not mean they have no insight into your situation.  Emotional and physical abuse and neglect causes changes in the way a child’s brain functions and develops.  Alcohol and drug exposure will do the same.  The life your child has come from may be one you could not even begin to imagine.  Just as you would seek the advice and research of an expert on other topics, you will need it here.  You would not expect a teacher to use only the Bible as a textbook for Math, Language, the Sciences and Arts.  There is much knowledge to be gathered about the human mind.  The pieces you already know and the ones you learn will all come together to give you a greater insight than you can imagine and a greater ability to parent your child successfully and biblically.  Your child’s heart is at stake.  Do not be so arrogant as to believe you hold all the keys.  We have an opportunity to display God’s heart of humility and gentleness toward the professionals we interact with.  The church will be valued as a resource for these children only if we show a willingness to learn.

More than anything…remember that with God all things are possible.

Believe that, and seek His guidance in all that you do.

Pray for your children and your self.

Pray for wisdom to seek the right resources and help for your child.

Pray also that you will have wisdom and discretion when seeking personal friends and confidantes.  A lot of damage can result from sharing too much information with the wrong people.

Seek out a faith family that will encourage and build up your family physically, emotionally and spiritually.

Find at least  one friend that you can tell ANYTHING.

The best, the worst

the triumphs, the failures.

You do not have to be alone in this.

Ask for help.

AF